life

waz up i have 5 older bros we all don't get along cause they r really big jerks to me and i hate them i am not able to say hate but i still do my bros names are ryan matt dustin and luke they all hate me soo ya my life sucks and i wish i didn't i spend my whole life trying to figuar were i went wroung and y i did the things i did and i still can't figuar it out sombody pull me out of this nightmare please please pull me out

lifes diffrent when u only a brothers and when u find out tht ur dad raped u when u were lil my bestr friendi called my cusion was a jerk to a very specil guy i like but thnxs to her he don't speack to me i wish he still di but he don't she needs to learn how to be nice her and my other cusion are twins basicly and ppl thinkl she lies bout tht she don't i would know tht if i did i would tell u i would never lie so thts wat i am saying hope u guys listen to wat i said